Save it or kill it?
I know it's not right for me to feel sad about it but I still feel disappointed all the more. After all these years...now I really know how much I meant to some one or somebody. Now I truly know that I'm always placed the last on her or his list.
Before she or he replied to my question, I already knew her or his answer...but yet, I was just foolish enough to still ask. Maybe I was hoping there might still be hope. Maybe I thought that she or he might be different from what I've thought she or he is. But no matter how much hope or faith I place in this person, it never makes any differences. So why do I still linger there? Why do I still try so hard to see beyond this person's heart? Why am I such a stupid girl? Why must I still be so blind?
The minute she or he replied my question, my heart just hanged in there by a thread. It didn't exactly drop, partly because I already expected that answer. But do you know how it feels when you hang yourself there by a thread and expected to die but instead, you just hang there in between life and death? Yea...I felt disappointed and heart broken all the same. I'm not sure how else to express myself. I've got no one to tell...not even my best friend. Just letting stinging tears roll down from my cheeks...perhaps that's the only relief I can give myself.
Please someone, either sew the thread back for me or break it. It's no use lingering in between life and death. Just choose one.
~Whispers~
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