Not Your Scars but Your Heart

Hey peeps! Look what I've found! A new song and this is really really something! Very very beautiful and I want to dedicate this to everyone out there but most of all, my dearest family and my lovely boyfriend. =) I want them to know that despite their flaws and imperfections, I've always love you guys for who you really are. You don't have to change a thing! 'It's not about your scars, it's all about your heart' by Mindy Gledhill.

All About Your Heart by Mindy Gledhill

Hope you enjoy the song! <3

~Whispers~

Special Celebration! =)

This was suppose to be posted yesterday but I was busy doing my assignment (which didn't turn out well! So pissed!). Anyways, I went out with my dear boyfriend to celebrate our 'special day' which is by right on a weekday. But of course, we can't go out on a weekday so we decided to celebrate earlier. Anyhow, we wanted to go to some special restaurant but gosh! I was starving so badly that I didn't mind whichever restaurant we went to. I just wanted to eat! So yea...we went for Sushi King in Midvalley. The good thing was, my boyfriend and I ate till our stomachs exploded! Gruesome! Hahahaha! Bad thing was, the food there wasn't satisfactory anymore. =( I had only Sakae Sushi in my mind the whole time there. LOL! Man! If only we bumped into Sakae Sushi first. Oh wells, at least I had a good time there...taking pictures with him. Hehehe...*he thinks he's good looking that day*. Here's some photos we took. I don't look very nice though. I think I look puff! Crap...

*Snapshot 1* Effects always make us look better. Hahaha!

*Snapshot 2* Puff up people, puff up! =D

Anyways, after lunch, we walked around looking for our anniversary present. PRESENTS!!!!! My favourite! Hahaha...we wanted to get something that's sentimental so that we'll always remember each other no matter where we are. Sounds corny? LOL! We're both sentimental people anyways. So, we found this umm...small store that actually imprints pictures and words on stainless steel pendants. We so wanted the 'heart shape' pendant but no! It had to be sold out on that day! Argh! So we ended up getting a mickey mouse shape. Hahaha...I made mine into a charm bracelet and my boyfriend made his into a keychain. ^_^ I love, love, love, love, ABSOLUTELY love my bracelet. Sorry for bragging...but I'm just so proud of it. *Blush*

Love it! Love it! Thank you, dear! =D

Oh oh! I almost forgotten. We had to wait while they 'printed' our pictures on the pendant. So we went to this pet store nearby and I saw really weird fish. >.< I'm not a fish expert so most of it there seems fascinating. I took some pictures of it just to share. Hehehe...Take a look!

Nemo! (Original name: Pecular Clown) Peculiar indeed!

Black Ghost Knife! Doesn't it look like a knife and a ghost somehow??? >.<

Green Mandarin. Look at that HUMONGOUS eye!!!

Black Peacock Gorfish. Look at how its 'fins' spread out like a peacock. Lol...

Singapore Angel. Such striking colors...

This one's my favorite bird species. They're so loving and adorable...especially the way they stick to each other the whole time!

Lovebirds! But it's sad to take a picture with them in a cage. =(

Anyways, I shall stop yakking about my celebration. Hahaha...It might get too lovey dovey later on. =P

PS: To my dearest boyfriend,

Thank you so much for bringing me out yesterday. But most of all, I really appreciate the whole two years you've been with me...tolerating my every bad temper, for being so very patient with me until the end and for loving me sincerely until today. You're the best! =) I LOVE YOU! HAPPY ANNIVERSARY! *hugs*

Love,
Little panda. =P

~Whispers~

Highschool Buds! =D

This post is directed to my dear highschool friends whom I FINALLY met after so long...And it's all thanks to Ms. Sim for trying so very hard to get us all together. Hahahaha...right Poyee?? *giggles* Anyways, since most of us had transportation problems, we ended up meeting at a friend's house.

(Pssst...Poyee, remember how you, Shalini and I used to wait there until it's time for Guides? hahaha....)

Anyways, we didn't get to do much but it was more than enough for us...at least it was for me. ^_^ We watched 'Toothfairy'...is that how you spell it? It was hilarious...especially the part where the buff guy's wearing a tutu with wings. HAHAHA! EPIC! And I never knew Astro could record movies until today! *excited* lol...Oh! It was my first time playing 'Cluedo' too! Hehehe...It was not bad except that the game should have included more than 4 people. That way everyone gets to play too. =)

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(Inside joke: Peacock with a stone. LOL!)

Oh, we took some pictures too just to kill time. And one of my friend brought her umm...what did you call it? Insect? Instant camera? Something like that. Pretty cool but real expensive! o.O I know some of you didn't want the pictures posted up but too bad girls! I'll post it up anyways. *evil grins* They're all nice anyways. So no worries. ^_^

PS: Boyfriend, sorry there's no picture of you in my camera for today. Hehehe...

Love this pic! <3

Look at how indecisive we were and sooo...stiff! LOL!

Shalini, your expression suits the background. Get what I mean? Hahaha...

Say *Cheese* people! =D

Nyahahahaha! The fisheye picture! *sorry poyee but I had to post this cute one up!* Lol...

That's all for today. Didn't do much after I came home...but slept as usual. Hehehe....
Goodbye now!

~Whispers~

Outing with Mr Chubby =D

It's 7 pm now and I haven't eaten. My usual dinnertime would be 6 pm and soooooo....I'M STARVING RIGHT NOW!!! Mummy~~ Come home quick!!! =(

Anyways, just to kill time and not remind myself about my hungry and rumbling stomach, let's talk about today!!! Hehehe...I went Sunway Pyramid with Mr. Chubby! Mwahahahah....ssshhhh~ He doesn't like being called that. Lol! We went for a 11am movie, watched 'Zookeeper'. You guys should really watch it! It's hilarious! Oh oh! You know what's odd? Somehow, there were a lot of couples today in the cinema we went to and the best part, they put on those romantic songs which added on to the 'love-in-the-air' atmosphere. Hahahah....

You got to watch this! It's hilarious. I couldn't control myself and ended up laughing really loud in the cinema. *blush*

Anywho, after the movie, we went to eat at this place, Gasoline. I've been there once with a bunch of friends but we just thought of trying it out again. The sitting inside was pretty cool! They have like umm...curtains for each table. So it gives customers their own privacy and we had to sit in err...on the floor? Doesn't sound so cool when I put it that way. Argh! But it's just that I'm curious to all new stuff la. So yea...I apologize for my lameness AGAIN!

Gasoline~

*Ahem* What do you think you're doing? Lol...



Mr Chubby and I! *giggles*

*Poke poke*

Hello~ *Smile*

FOOD!! *nom nom nom*

Our milkshakes. It was nice but really sweet. We ended up not finishing it. >.<

Boyfriend's portion is always the biggest. LOL!

What else happened? Hmm...OH OH! After lunch, my boyfriend and I were walking aimlessly and all of a sudden, he stepped on my sandal! There goes my favorite sandal!!!! I was furious when it broke. I sat at a bench for like 15 minutes and started fretting over it. My poor boyfriend had to just wait and listen while I complaint and complaint. LOL! How mean of me. >.< But but! I decided to just forgive him and went on walking with my broken sandal. =( Gosh...the embarrassment! I saw people looking at me with that weird look but I simply don't care. I just walked on as if nothing happened. They must have thought I was plain ignorant or just dumb. Lol!

By the by, the best part of the outing was shopping! And the greatest part was that I was shopping for my boyfriend's clothes! Hehehe...I get to choose clothes for him to try on. Oh nos! Was I lame again? Eeekkk! By the way, he has really bad color combination and a horrible sense of fashion. =.="

Well, that's all for now. I feel so nauseous now. Food~ I REALLY NEED FOOD NOW!!! I got to find food. *abrupt ending* Bye!

~Whispers~

Eve's Words

Adam & Eve in the Garden of Eden

I went to Uni way too early today and I had absolutely nothing to do. That's when I went to the fiction section of the library which is a really small section and I found this book rather interesting, "The Diary of Adam & Eve" by Mark Twain. Hahaha...I'm no Christian but I just thought it would be interesting to read about it. I'm not even sure if all I read in there were even true. It was rather funny the way Adam and Eve experimented with stuff like the animals or plants. In fact, in Adam's diary, he called Eve as 'a creature with long hair' at the beginning. Whereas Eve decided that Adam and her were 'Experiments'. Oh oh! There was one part where they had their first born, Cain. Adam thought that the baby was a fish at first and as Cain grew up to crawl on all fours, Adam suggested that it was a kangaroo and later on a bear. LOL! It's really amusing when you read about how they discover life slowly. ^_^

Anyways, I came to this page about Eve's diary and she was actually pondering about what love is and why she love Adam. Here's what she said:

".....that this kind of love is not a product of reasoning and statistics. It just comes - none knows whence - and cannot explain itself. And doesn't need to."

To some, it may not mean much but to me it does. Every time I question myself about why I love someone, I'd always tell myself that I love this and that qualities about that special person. But then, there are times when that special someone does not carry out those qualities and yet, I still love him. I ask myself why. And after reading that particular sentence from Eve, I feel that it is true. The first time you felt something really true for a person, you didn't even understand why you felt the way you do. I mean, there are so many other out there who could have the same qualities or values as him or her but why choose this one person? It's something even scientist cannot explain. To me, it's a feeling so true and honest that all you need to do is to just share it with that special someone. =) But, there might be other perspectives too...who knows? Hahaha...

Oh! And right at the bottom of that page, someone wrote,

"If you are reading this, you are beautiful. If you have a significant someone, love him or her dearly. If you don't have a significant someone, you will find someone soon".

Again, it might not be much of a sentence but there are people out there who might be awaken by such words and it could change their lives. I'm so glad I read this book today!

Hmm...maybe I should scribble some notes on a random book too. *giggles*

~Whispers~

Enough Is Enough!

How long have you let others make you hang your head downwards?

Have you ever felt like everyone in the world seem to be all beautiful? Have you ever felt such inferiority just because the people you love keep comparing you with others who are much better than you are? Ever felt like looking better just to impress them? You might not but sadly, I have and I'm really tired of it.

Somehow, I seem to be surrounded with people who are much better looking than I am. That's why whenever I'm around them, I tend to be the ugly duckling among the crowd. Whether it's among my family or my relatives or whoever, I'm just that.....the ugly duckling. I know I'm experiencing inferior complex but how can I not feel that when the people I've always look for support from are the ones who critic me? I'm always trying my best to look the best and hoping I'd get compliments from that someone but NO! There's always something I'm not perfect at. And there goes, they'll start looking at someone better.

Do you realize how much demotivation I have to endure mentally? Do you know how much it hurts when all they can say is this and that is not good? For god's sake! At least give some positive comments will you?! After all the hard work, that's all you can say! I'm really tired and depressed over such situations. All my life, I've been trying to impress people...been competing. Even in my family but now, maybe it's time to change that perspective. I should really start ignoring their thoughts about me. How I look or appear to them shouldn't bother me...in fact, it should never have bothered me! I know I'm just as good as others. And the person I should have been impressing all my life should have been myself. From now on, what I do to look good is all going to be for myself. I'm doing it not for anyone else but ME!

Beauty is for you to own, not others!

To those out there who have been feeling the same as I had, it's time to change! If others criticize your appearance, who cares?! You know you're much better than what they have said! You know they'll regret what they've said because you're going to prove them wrong! Who cares if they give all these negativity about you! You're going to take it and work on it! And one day, when you look back at them, they're going to be speechless and all you're going to say to them is,
'Thank you for your advices back then, my friend'.

~Whispers~

When Boredom Overtakes...

I know this is really random but errr...nevermind. I just felt like posting it up. Hahaha...Anyways, here's some ridiculous pictures that my boyfriend and I took just because we were really bored. Hehehe..

He suggested to take pictures...

So we did...We look weird. >.<

He loves showing his angry face. Mine seems impossible. Lol..

And...he got bored of the camera but I kept on taking his pics. *teeheehee*

*Giggles* He hasn't realize his on camera. =P

Oh no!
Keith: Woi!!!!!

I guess he just got along with the camera after all. Hahaha...such big...scary eyes! O.O

Sorry for the randomly lame post. Lol...that's just us being lame and bored. Hehehe...

~Whispers~