Showing posts with label Whispers of My Life. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Whispers of My Life. Show all posts

10 January 2012

Adele...My Idol! =P

I did this out of boredom. Soooo....I was searching for one of Adele's songs titled, "Set Fire to the Rain". Awesome song by the way. Anyways, I saw some of her photos and she look absolutely stunning! I mean she already has those beautiful eyes and sexay cleft chin. Hehe...But still, she seem to have put so much effort into turning into a swan. ^.^

Even though she hasn't gone 100% slim, it's her effort that amaze me. Remember how she used to look like? Big...

BEFORE
And NOW? Her face shows how much she managed to lose.

NOW
She's definitely my 'exercise' idol for this year! If she can do it, I can too! Who says anything is impossible? Hahaha...Make it possible! =D

Ahh...the exercise mood is boiling in me. LOL!

~Whispers~

08 January 2012

Celebrating Life

"Happy Birthday, Pich!" =D
Celebrating life.....

I celebrated someone else's birth today and it made me realize that birthdays are always the ones that makes a person the happiest. Whether or not they have a significant title in their life, I believe that everyone deserves to celebrate the life given to them on Earth. Celebrate it with the people they love and those who cares. Today...today made me want to cry...

My maid...it's her birthday today. You know, the shocking thing is that she didn't even know that it's her birthday today. She only knew that she'd turn 22 this year. That's all she knows since she has NEVER celebrated birthdays back in her hometown. And when we presented the cake to her, she could only look down and stare at it in awe. It's probably her first birthday cake in 22 years! I saw tears welling up in her eyes...I wanted to cry too. I mean, how could there be anyone who doesn't know their birth date? I thought that was all in the movies. T.T It's heartbreaking just to know that there are people out there just like her.

Anyways, we took some pictures and she looked really happy in her photos. I've never seen her glow so brightly before. My brothers and I thought that she also deserves a prezzie. What's a birthday without prezzies right? Hahaha...So yea, we got her a teddy bear. By looking at her overwhelmed expression, I'm guessing she has never had one in her life. *Sobs* My mum gave her a watch. Do you know what my maid did in return? All she did was just...she hugged my mum, gave her a kiss on the cheeks and whispered 'Thank You' with a quivering voice. That itself made my mum rush into her bedroom and started crying. I mean, can you imagine how a person can appreciate you so much even though you've treated them otherwise? My mum may have been strict and all with her but she nevertheless still appreciates my mum like nothing ever happened.

This incident itself made me think. Perhaps one day when I'm wealthy enough, I may decide to carry out a 'Birthday foundation' for the poor...for those who could not afford to celebrate their birthdays just like my maid. This may sound nuts or crazy but somehow, when I saw my maid smile happily over a simple birthday celebration, it felt like as if the dark clouds above my head has been lifted. I felt just as happy as she did and it felt good. Who knew that one person's smile could be so infectious. =D

~Whispers~

25 December 2011

On A Rainy Christmas

It's Christmas today and there's really nothing to do in Melbourne. Everyone's busy celebrating Christmas. But it's nice staying inside this small apartment with my family while it's raining. It gives me a sense of warmth I've missed for a long time. It's like in those stories where the parents sits on the sofa reading books, brothers playing their games and myself, blogging...everyone in a room. Hehe...if only there was a fireplace. Lol! I'm really going to miss this.

Anyways, I've visited some place and they're really beautiful places. I managed to take some pretty pictures of the scenery and I planned to post it up on Facebook...but since I have nothing better to do now, I'll just post some up here. ^.^ Enjoy the pics!

Merry Christmas people!

~Whispers~

29 October 2011

Confession of My First Rose

Confession of My First Rose

I know I'm suppose to study right now but I just got to pour this out. It's bugging me. >.< Anyways, I need to confess something.....

To all the girls out there, do you still remember who gave you your first rose or flower for that matter? I don't care what the occasion it is. Just...do you remember your first 'somebody' who gave it to you? Well, I remember mine...very clearly indeed. It was from an older man. Very much older than I am. It's been coming into my head for a while now...haunting me like as if that memory's trying to tell me something.

I received my first rose when I was still in high school...around Form 3 if I'm not mistaken. I was rather young then. And you know how excited young girls my age get during Valentines? Not all but most...including me (have to admit that. lol!). Anyways, I get very excited during Valentines. That very morning, I woke up all energetic...ready to go to school. Technically, I just wanted to go to school just to see if I have any admirers. Hahaha! How naive of me. I always had that small, tiny hope in my heart that someone would like me...even though I'm not as pretty as the other girls in my school.

Anyways, I didn't receive any rose in the morning. So, I waited for lunch. I thought, maybe when I'm out for break, someone will sneak in and place something under my desk. And yes! Someone did. I was so happy to see that small handmade card with a cute little kitten drawn on it. But when I opened it, it turned out to be just one of my girlfriend. I was still happy though. I never received anything for Valentines my whole life and my girlfriend actually made something for me. I'll never forget that. ^_^ BUT BUT...the story doesn't end here. So...I sat there with my little handmade card at my table and quietly watched all these other girls receiving roses from so many boys. All I thought at that time was, 'They must feel so happy and flattered. Why didn't I receive one?'. And again...I kept my hopes up. I waited until school almost ended and still no roses. The bell rang and it's time to go home. And yet again, I STILL kept my hopes up! (Oh gosh! I was a desperate little girl, huh?!) When I reached the main gate, I waited quietly hoping that someone gives me a damn rose! But no...no rose for me.

The day ended just like that and I got into the car. I tried very hard not to show my 'broken heart' because I didn't anyone to know how desperate I was. But then a wonderful thing happened! He took out a rose from at the back of the seat and gave it to me with a cheeky smile and he said, 'Happy Valentine, Carissa!'. Oh, was I so happy!!! I smiled from ear to ear and I just couldn't stop smiling until the day ended. I took the rose and said to him, 'Aren't you suppose to give it to mum?' Hahaha! And he replied with a warm smile, 'Can't I give one to my daughter too? Valentines isn't all about couples. It's for the people you love.'

Yes, people. My dad was the very first person who gave me my very first rose. And my very first rose received all my attention for that whole week! I searched high and low for a suitable vase for just one rose. And I sprayed water on it every morning and night. I watched it take in sunlight whenever I was free. I caressed its petals and it made me smile to feel it. I was the happiest girl that day...all because of my dad.

But back to my point, my dad's the best dad anyone can have. And the probable reason that this particular memory have been crawling into my head is because.....I'm losing my track. I'm getting so lost in my own tiny world that I forgotten to give a little time and love for my dad. I've almost forgotten how much I used to love him. I'm this close to forgetting what he has done for me all this while. That rose...that's a reflection of my dearest father. But the only difference between him and that rose, is that I won't let him wilt like the rose did. I'll make sure I can watch him take in life strongly like how the rose stood strong taking in sunlight once upon a time. I'll make sure I'm there to care and love him until the day I die.

To my dad, If you are reading this, you'll probably be tearing...or not but don't get too flattered okay. Hahaha! It's just that, I'm so busy lately and I just didn't have the time to spend some time with you. But no matter how busy or far I am, I just want you to remember one thing. I'll never forget you because I love you...just as equally as I love mum. So please, don't you ever think that I don't care for you because deep down, I really do care for you...even though you can't see it. You're my father and always will be. The best in fact. =D Love, Daughter.

~Whispers~

18 October 2011

Dancing Alone

Chasing my dreams feels like I'm dancing alone in the dark and leaving my loved ones behind.

Hey again. I just need to vent this out. I've been feeling rather depressed and disturbed at heart lately. I guess it's got to have something to do with my transfer application. I have had a few disturbing dreams about this for a few days. It's rather annoying. I can't sleep well and I'm getting very nervous over it. The worst part is the WAITING! I'll only receive a friggin response by 12th December which is like what...after my exam results. =.=" Sigh...so much pressure...

And there's another thing that's bugging me lately. I've been assuming that I'll get accepted to Australia and the thing is...I've had this talk about leaving my family with my boyfriend. I cried alone like a crybaby after thinking about how I'll actually be leaving them if I do get accepted. So yea...this is really bugging me. What if I really get accepted? Will I be willing to leave my family behind? I mean studying abroad has always been my dream...my goal but leaving my family, best friends...that's like leaving my whole life behind. =(

Sooo...today, I told myself that I should leave this up to fate. If I do get accepted, then that's where I should be heading to. I shall chase after it and make my family proud. I'll make sure that I'll do great there and come back a better person. =) But if I don't get accepted...then I'll definitely be really depressed but there's always a reason for things to happen right? And if you look on the brighter side, it's a good thing too. It means I won't have to leave my family and I guess I'll just have to continue pursuing my dreams locally.

Sigh...but it's still bugging me either ways. *sobs* I don't like the feeling. I really feel like crying now and then. When I look at my family, when I eat with them and chat happily together like there's no ending, I just feel a pang of sadness. Am I really ready to leave them? But then again, when will I ever be ready if it's not now? Argh! The confusion...

*Sobs* I'm really in need of a warm hug now.

~Whispers~

20 September 2011

My Heart's On A String

Save it or kill it?

I know it's not right for me to feel sad about it but I still feel disappointed all the more. After all these years...now I really know how much I meant to some one or somebody. Now I truly know that I'm always placed the last on her or his list.

Before she or he replied to my question, I already knew her or his answer...but yet, I was just foolish enough to still ask. Maybe I was hoping there might still be hope. Maybe I thought that she or he might be different from what I've thought she or he is. But no matter how much hope or faith I place in this person, it never makes any differences. So why do I still linger there? Why do I still try so hard to see beyond this person's heart? Why am I such a stupid girl? Why must I still be so blind?

The minute she or he replied my question, my heart just hanged in there by a thread. It didn't exactly drop, partly because I already expected that answer. But do you know how it feels when you hang yourself there by a thread and expected to die but instead, you just hang there in between life and death? Yea...I felt disappointed and heart broken all the same. I'm not sure how else to express myself. I've got no one to tell...not even my best friend. Just letting stinging tears roll down from my cheeks...perhaps that's the only relief I can give myself.

Please someone, either sew the thread back for me or break it. It's no use lingering in between life and death. Just choose one.

~Whispers~

18 September 2011

*Fingers Crossed*

Exactly how I look like now. LOL!

This is one big step I've ever done in my whole life! Sending in applications?!!!! Argh! When was the last time I've actually taken a step into my dream world??? I think that would have been at least 3 years ago. =S

Alright...so I've just sent in my Transfer Application. I was really nervous...especially when it's really important to me. I had to literally check every details in case I missed out any. And that still wasn't enough. I made one of my friend (who made me wait! *stabs stabs* jk jk...=P) check my application and oh gosh! There was one teensy weeny mistake! *Goes crazy* LOL! Anyways, it's a good thing she saw it. Otherwise....I think I'll have a heart attack. T.T Thanks, girl (If you're reading this. Hahaha...)

Haaaa....hitting the 'send' button was hard. >.< Omg...I'm worrying over absolutely nothing! Someone please give me a lollipop! Umm...that was random. Anyways, I really hope my application turns out fine. Better yet, I hope I get to hear a wonderful news!!!!! Please, please, please....LET IT BE A GREAT NEWS! *fingers crossed*

~Whispers~

16 September 2011

Date with 2 Guys! Smurfilicious!

The 3 musketeers! Haiyaaa~ Lol!
I had one of the best day today...despite my 'curing-diarrhea'. lol...Went out with my little brother and my boyfriend. The reason we went out was because it was my little brother's 'Freedom Day'. He just ended UPSR yesterday and I thought it would be a good idea to bring him out. Hahaha...Didn't tell him that though. =P

Anyways, we watched 'SMURFS'! Mwahahaha...it was awesome! My lil bro and I laughed like nobody's business. My boyfriend as usual...he'd stay with his cool no matter how many it can be. >.> I would definitely recommend you guys to watch it. You won't regret it. Hahahaha...and that smurf song will get stuck it your head. Lalalalalalalala~ Oh oh! And they use the word 'smurf' for everything. Lol! I smurf you!


The Smurfs in theaters now!

After the show, we had to buy school shoes for my brother and that was when it was akward. I noticed people looking at us. I think they were probably wondering how in the world did these two couple ended up having a son at this age?! =S I really hope I was wrong...or maybe it could be a funny thing to laugh at. *Being lame again* =.=

I ate a whole dessert by myself since the other two fella had such a small stomach. =.=" I just don't get it. Their tummy's much bigger than mine and yet they get full so fast. Zzzzz....It wasn't fun eating alone. =( But we took pictures at the end of the day. That was the best part. Forcing them in and all....They're just too good in faking smiles. LOL!


My strawberry dessert from Justberrys. Tasted really good! =D

Here's some of the photos. =D


Such a contrast. Big and small. =P

Siblings forever! =)

Hohoho! Too proud to be criminals? Lol...

<3

Love this! ^_^
~Whispers~

15 September 2011

I Cried When I Saw the Crowd

All of you are the golden heart my little brother is holding. Thank you for loving him. =D

Holding back tears as I stood there smiling at them, I felt really happy and touched at the same time. You see, my little brother just finished his 'BIG' exam today and since he's transferring to a new school next week, today will be the last day he'll be seeing his friends. To be honest, my youngest brother has always been known to be the heart of his class. He may be mischievous, playful, talkative and a pain in the butt sometimes, but when it comes to being kind and helpful, he's the one. Every teacher who knows him, every parent who have spoken to him, every one of his friends who've met him, they all love him all just the same. They'll always remember him for him.

As I stood there at the school gate, I saw a crowd around him. It gave me a shock because I thought he might be bullied or something. But when I looked carefully, I realized that one of them had a pen in his hand while the rest were frantically snatching the pen from each other. They were signing their names on my little brother's collar. There was his basketball teacher who also came over and just stood there watching with smiling eyes. Even though he was telling them to stop, I knew that he very much wanted to sign his name too. But a teacher got to show a good example right? Lol... Anyways, I just stood there smiling and I very much wanted to cry because it just touched my heart somehow. I'm not sure why but maybe it's because of the big, happy smile stamped on my brother's face. Maybe it's the fact that I felt happy that my brother has such wonderful friends. Maybe it's because I know that my brother will never have to go without friends in his life.

I'm really glad to know that my brother didn't cross the same pathway as I did. I'm happy that he's not a loner and that he has so many friends who really mean true to him. I hope that despite his leaving them, they'll always always stay in touch with each other.

Thank you to all his friends for loving him all these years. And even though you guys aren't the smartest of the smartest, don't worry. That's not important at all. What's important is that you guys have a heart of gold! All of you made one person feel like he actually mattered to someone. Thank you on behalf of him. =D

~Whispers~

11 September 2011

LIFE Is Everything

I can't help it but to write it down here. I just read an article about this guy who recently passed away on the 1st of September 2011. He's a total stranger to me but his efforts and pure love for his family just touched my heart. The article claims that this guy came from a poor family. He had to struggle a lot throughout his childhood. While others are studying, he'll be working and when others are sleeping, he'll be studying. He struggled to earn enough money in order to support his family especially his younger siblings who were going to have to study in colleges. What about fees? What about him? Did he have to sacrifice his own life for them? Technically, yes. And that's exactly what he did but in a different way. He didn't stop studying. In fact, he did his very best to get scholarship supports just to save some money for his younger siblings. And yes, he got a scholarship from Sime Darby and also offers from five different top British universities: The London School of Economics, Imperial College London, Warwick University, University College London and University of Cambridge. He got a place into Cambridge and spent his time there but never forgetting his family back home. He promised his family that life would be good for them after he graduated and he'd send home a large portion of his allowance the whole time he's in Europe. But life is so unpredictable and cruel that on the 1st of September, at 6am in the morning, this guy had breathing difficulties all of a sudden and collapsed by the side of his bed....

Now, ask yourselves, what have you got that this guy did not have? I asked myself that. And as I write this with tears welling up, I have to say and admit.....I have opportunities that he did not have. I have a life that I did not have to struggle in. I have parents who were able to promise me a good life. I have a life where I only need to worry about my studies and nothing else. I have everything he did not have anymore....I HAVE A LIFE!

Majority of us have everything he did not especially LIFE. And what do we do with it? We complain. We cry over it. We sympathize ourselves for it. We ask why life is so unfair. But after reading that article, I don't think I'll ever ask why life is unfair. Because the question I should ask is, 'WAS IT FAIR FOR HIM?'.


Do what you can today because you'll never know if tomorrow will come. Appreciate the life you have now because you only have one life to live. Live it well, live it sincerely.

Here's the link in case any of you are interested in reading this article:

http://thestar.com.my/lifestyle/story.asp?file=%2F2011%2F9%2F11%2Flifefocus%2F9454170&sec=lifefocus

~Whispers~

06 September 2011

Because I Have A Dream

I shot for the sky and I'm going to continue until I reach it.

Each and everyone of us have faced ups and downs. Some of us are in the limelight while others remain in the shadows of the crowd. I've been that all along. I've been hiding in between the sheets of my comfort zone. I've been stopped and affected by people's comments. I've been lying on the ground trying so badly to reach for the sky...but every time I try, I remain there on the on the ground. Like everyone else, I have dreams. I have goals that I want so much to achieve but just because there are some obstacles blocking, I can't seem to run after it.

Today, I finally printed out the Intercampus Transfer Application. For a very long time, I have been dreaming of studying abroad. It's not a big deal for some people but it is for me...a very big one indeed. It's like actors wanting to win the Oscars Award. From the moment I stepped into Monash, I've already wanted to go to Australia but as I have said, words from others affected me...including my own fears of not being able to adapt. You see, I'm like a bird who have been well fed in it's cage...taken care of and I have never flown into the real world. I was always protected and I never complaint. I mean what's there to complaint right? I'm living a good life and technically, I shouldn't even think of leaving home. But that's just not the case for me. I, for some reason prefer the opposite. I want to learn the hard way...to step into the scary world which I've always seen as beautiful. I want to fall and get up on my own. I want to find me.

So anyways, I was filling up the form and there's this one section where they asked, 'Reason for applying for transfer'. I skipped that part and answered the others. And when I went back to that section, I stared at it for at least an hour. I began writing a whole lot of crap like getting to know other cultures, making friends and those common stuff but then I paused and thought to myself, 'What's my real reason for leaving my homeland?'. And then I just wrote what my heart really wanted to write all this while....'because I have a dream and I want to chase it'.

~Whispers~

21 August 2011

Special Celebration! =)

This was suppose to be posted yesterday but I was busy doing my assignment (which didn't turn out well! So pissed!). Anyways, I went out with my dear boyfriend to celebrate our 'special day' which is by right on a weekday. But of course, we can't go out on a weekday so we decided to celebrate earlier. Anyhow, we wanted to go to some special restaurant but gosh! I was starving so badly that I didn't mind whichever restaurant we went to. I just wanted to eat! So yea...we went for Sushi King in Midvalley. The good thing was, my boyfriend and I ate till our stomachs exploded! Gruesome! Hahahaha! Bad thing was, the food there wasn't satisfactory anymore. =( I had only Sakae Sushi in my mind the whole time there. LOL! Man! If only we bumped into Sakae Sushi first. Oh wells, at least I had a good time there...taking pictures with him. Hehehe...*he thinks he's good looking that day*. Here's some photos we took. I don't look very nice though. I think I look puff! Crap...

*Snapshot 1* Effects always make us look better. Hahaha!

*Snapshot 2* Puff up people, puff up! =D

Anyways, after lunch, we walked around looking for our anniversary present. PRESENTS!!!!! My favourite! Hahaha...we wanted to get something that's sentimental so that we'll always remember each other no matter where we are. Sounds corny? LOL! We're both sentimental people anyways. So, we found this umm...small store that actually imprints pictures and words on stainless steel pendants. We so wanted the 'heart shape' pendant but no! It had to be sold out on that day! Argh! So we ended up getting a mickey mouse shape. Hahaha...I made mine into a charm bracelet and my boyfriend made his into a keychain. ^_^ I love, love, love, love, ABSOLUTELY love my bracelet. Sorry for bragging...but I'm just so proud of it. *Blush*

Love it! Love it! Thank you, dear! =D

Oh oh! I almost forgotten. We had to wait while they 'printed' our pictures on the pendant. So we went to this pet store nearby and I saw really weird fish. >.< I'm not a fish expert so most of it there seems fascinating. I took some pictures of it just to share. Hehehe...Take a look!

Nemo! (Original name: Pecular Clown) Peculiar indeed!

Black Ghost Knife! Doesn't it look like a knife and a ghost somehow??? >.<


Green Mandarin. Look at that HUMONGOUS eye!!!

Black Peacock Gorfish. Look at how its 'fins' spread out like a peacock. Lol...


Singapore Angel. Such striking colors...

This one's my favorite bird species. They're so loving and adorable...especially the way they stick to each other the whole time!


Lovebirds! But it's sad to take a picture with them in a cage. =(
Anyways, I shall stop yakking about my celebration. Hahaha...It might get too lovey dovey later on. =P

PS: To my dearest boyfriend,

Thank you so much for bringing me out yesterday. But most of all, I really appreciate the whole two years you've been with me...tolerating my every bad temper, for being so very patient with me until the end and for loving me sincerely until today. You're the best! =) I LOVE YOU! HAPPY ANNIVERSARY! *hugs*

Love,
Little panda. =P

~Whispers~

13 August 2011

Outing with Mr Chubby =D

It's 7 pm now and I haven't eaten. My usual dinnertime would be 6 pm and soooooo....I'M STARVING RIGHT NOW!!! Mummy~~ Come home quick!!! =(

Anyways, just to kill time and not remind myself about my hungry and rumbling stomach, let's talk about today!!! Hehehe...I went Sunway Pyramid with Mr. Chubby! Mwahahahah....ssshhhh~ He doesn't like being called that. Lol! We went for a 11am movie, watched 'Zookeeper'. You guys should really watch it! It's hilarious! Oh oh! You know what's odd? Somehow, there were a lot of couples today in the cinema we went to and the best part, they put on those romantic songs which added on to the 'love-in-the-air' atmosphere. Hahahah....

You got to watch this! It's hilarious. I couldn't control myself and ended up laughing really loud in the cinema. *blush*

Anywho, after the movie, we went to eat at this place, Gasoline. I've been there once with a bunch of friends but we just thought of trying it out again. The sitting inside was pretty cool! They have like umm...curtains for each table. So it gives customers their own privacy and we had to sit in err...on the floor? Doesn't sound so cool when I put it that way. Argh! But it's just that I'm curious to all new stuff la. So yea...I apologize for my lameness AGAIN!

Gasoline~

*Ahem* What do you think you're doing? Lol...



Mr Chubby and I! *giggles*
*Poke poke*


Hello~ *Smile*

FOOD!! *nom nom nom*


Our milkshakes. It was nice but really sweet. We ended up not finishing it. >.<

Boyfriend's portion is always the biggest. LOL!

What else happened? Hmm...OH OH! After lunch, my boyfriend and I were walking aimlessly and all of a sudden, he stepped on my sandal! There goes my favorite sandal!!!! I was furious when it broke. I sat at a bench for like 15 minutes and started fretting over it. My poor boyfriend had to just wait and listen while I complaint and complaint. LOL! How mean of me. >.< But but! I decided to just forgive him and went on walking with my broken sandal. =( Gosh...the embarrassment! I saw people looking at me with that weird look but I simply don't care. I just walked on as if nothing happened. They must have thought I was plain ignorant or just dumb. Lol!

By the by, the best part of the outing was shopping! And the greatest part was that I was shopping for my boyfriend's clothes! Hehehe...I get to choose clothes for him to try on. Oh nos! Was I lame again? Eeekkk! By the way, he has really bad color combination and a horrible sense of fashion. =.="

Well, that's all for now. I feel so nauseous now. Food~ I REALLY NEED FOOD NOW!!! I got to find food. *abrupt ending* Bye!

~Whispers~

05 August 2011

Enough Is Enough!

How long have you let others make you hang your head downwards?
Have you ever felt like everyone in the world seem to be all beautiful? Have you ever felt such inferiority just because the people you love keep comparing you with others who are much better than you are? Ever felt like looking better just to impress them? You might not but sadly, I have and I'm really tired of it.

Somehow, I seem to be surrounded with people who are much better looking than I am. That's why whenever I'm around them, I tend to be the ugly duckling among the crowd. Whether it's among my family or my relatives or whoever, I'm just that.....the ugly duckling. I know I'm experiencing inferior complex but how can I not feel that when the people I've always look for support from are the ones who critic me? I'm always trying my best to look the best and hoping I'd get compliments from that someone but NO! There's always something I'm not perfect at. And there goes, they'll start looking at someone better.

Do you realize how much demotivation I have to endure mentally? Do you know how much it hurts when all they can say is this and that is not good? For god's sake! At least give some positive comments will you?! After all the hard work, that's all you can say! I'm really tired and depressed over such situations. All my life, I've been trying to impress people...been competing. Even in my family but now, maybe it's time to change that perspective. I should really start ignoring their thoughts about me. How I look or appear to them shouldn't bother me...in fact, it should never have bothered me! I know I'm just as good as others. And the person I should have been impressing all my life should have been myself. From now on, what I do to look good is all going to be for myself. I'm doing it not for anyone else but ME!


Beauty is for you to own, not others!

To those out there who have been feeling the same as I had, it's time to change! If others criticize your appearance, who cares?! You know you're much better than what they have said! You know they'll regret what they've said because you're going to prove them wrong! Who cares if they give all these negativity about you! You're going to take it and work on it! And one day, when you look back at them, they're going to be speechless and all you're going to say to them is,
'Thank you for your advices back then, my friend'.

~Whispers~

01 August 2011

When Boredom Overtakes...

I know this is really random but errr...nevermind. I just felt like posting it up. Hahaha...Anyways, here's some ridiculous pictures that my boyfriend and I took just because we were really bored. Hehehe..


He suggested to take pictures...

So we did...We look weird. >.<

He loves showing his angry face. Mine seems impossible. Lol..

And...he got bored of the camera but I kept on taking his pics. *teeheehee*

*Giggles* He hasn't realize his on camera. =P

Oh no!
Keith: Woi!!!!!

I guess he just got along with the camera after all. Hahaha...such big...scary eyes! O.O
Sorry for the randomly lame post. Lol...that's just us being lame and bored. Hehehe...

~Whispers~