Fee Fi Fo!

Fee fi fo! 

Roared the giant to the core

Trembles on the ground all the more 

And the tiny man curls up into a ball

Fee fi fo! 

'What do you claim on such an occasion?', asked the giant

'I-I claim to be w-worthy upon the m-mighty', squealed the tiny man 

Fee fi fo! 

'How could one who squeals be upon the mighty like me?!' mocked the giant

'I-I do not know b-but there's a v-voice that tells me I am meant to be,' said the tiny man 

'Fee fi fo! Fee fi fo!' laughed the giant 

'You can dream on but walk away now before I stomp you into a tiny pulp!' said the giant 

'I will dream...,'whispered the tiny man to himself 

Of many years passed by

The tiny man dreamt his dream 

Strived with what mud, sweat and soil he had 

And turned himself into the mightiest of the mightiest! 

And said to himself, 'Alas! My dreams came true!'

~Whispers~

Ripples In A Puddle

When words you dare not say

And words you fear to share 

All bottled up in a way 

So no one knows or care 

When pain inflicts you like a touch of fire 

And begins to turn in flames like a burning house 

Who could you tell with such a desire? 

But only to force yourself into a costume of one mighty mouse! 

When your heart beats of tears 

But of tears you cannot shed

Would you turn into stone throughout the years? 

For your heart is now like the ripples in a puddle.

~Whispers~

Rain & A Bow

Smell of happiness
But the touch of longing
Sight of belonging
But the heart of emptiness

Why do you shine such colors
Only to let me watch from so far?
Why do you heal my heart like a doctor
Only to carve me a bleeding scar?

Why do you appear from the sadness
Only to disappear like a dispersed ghost?
Why give me all these madness
And give me nothing more to boast?

Even if I cannot touch you
At least I can see you
Even if I cannot have you
At least I can laugh with you
So please, stay there...RAINBOW.

Adele...My Idol! =P

I did this out of boredom. Soooo....I was searching for one of Adele's songs titled, "Set Fire to the Rain". Awesome song by the way. Anyways, I saw some of her photos and she look absolutely stunning! I mean she already has those beautiful eyes and sexay cleft chin. Hehe...But still, she seem to have put so much effort into turning into a swan. ^.^

Even though she hasn't gone 100% slim, it's her effort that amaze me. Remember how she used to look like? Big...

BEFORE

And NOW? Her face shows how much she managed to lose.

NOW

She's definitely my 'exercise' idol for this year! If she can do it, I can too! Who says anything is impossible? Hahaha...Make it possible! =D

Ahh...the exercise mood is boiling in me. LOL!

~Whispers~

Celebrating Life

"Happy Birthday, Pich!" =D

Celebrating life.....

I celebrated someone else's birth today and it made me realize that birthdays are always the ones that makes a person the happiest. Whether or not they have a significant title in their life, I believe that everyone deserves to celebrate the life given to them on Earth. Celebrate it with the people they love and those who cares. Today...today made me want to cry...

My maid...it's her birthday today. You know, the shocking thing is that she didn't even know that it's her birthday today. She only knew that she'd turn 22 this year. That's all she knows since she has NEVER celebrated birthdays back in her hometown. And when we presented the cake to her, she could only look down and stare at it in awe. It's probably her first birthday cake in 22 years! I saw tears welling up in her eyes...I wanted to cry too. I mean, how could there be anyone who doesn't know their birth date? I thought that was all in the movies. T.T It's heartbreaking just to know that there are people out there just like her.

Anyways, we took some pictures and she looked really happy in her photos. I've never seen her glow so brightly before. My brothers and I thought that she also deserves a prezzie. What's a birthday without prezzies right? Hahaha...So yea, we got her a teddy bear. By looking at her overwhelmed expression, I'm guessing she has never had one in her life. *Sobs* My mum gave her a watch. Do you know what my maid did in return? All she did was just...she hugged my mum, gave her a kiss on the cheeks and whispered 'Thank You' with a quivering voice. That itself made my mum rush into her bedroom and started crying. I mean, can you imagine how a person can appreciate you so much even though you've treated them otherwise? My mum may have been strict and all with her but she nevertheless still appreciates my mum like nothing ever happened.

This incident itself made me think. Perhaps one day when I'm wealthy enough, I may decide to carry out a 'Birthday foundation' for the poor...for those who could not afford to celebrate their birthdays just like my maid. This may sound nuts or crazy but somehow, when I saw my maid smile happily over a simple birthday celebration, it felt like as if the dark clouds above my head has been lifted. I felt just as happy as she did and it felt good. Who knew that one person's smile could be so infectious. =D

~Whispers~

On A Rainy Christmas

It's Christmas today and there's really nothing to do in Melbourne. Everyone's busy celebrating Christmas. But it's nice staying inside this small apartment with my family while it's raining. It gives me a sense of warmth I've missed for a long time. It's like in those stories where the parents sits on the sofa reading books, brothers playing their games and myself, blogging...everyone in a room. Hehe...if only there was a fireplace. Lol! I'm really going to miss this.

Anyways, I've visited some place and they're really beautiful places. I managed to take some pretty pictures of the scenery and I planned to post it up on Facebook...but since I have nothing better to do now, I'll just post some up here. ^.^ Enjoy the pics!

Merry Christmas people!

~Whispers~

Birdie Buddy

Okay people! You've got to watch this! I promise you...a 110%, this is the best drama I've watched so far. There might be better ones but this is by far the best ever! The title's 'Birdie Buddy'. Sounds like a weird title. Hahah! But anyways, it's about how this one girl who was really poor and yet she had this strong passion for golf. She wanted so much to be a professional golf player one day that she strive her way up the ladder...of course with the support from her family and friends.

Birdie Buddy

Now, don't let the title and the pictures or actors/actresses fool you like they did to me, because the drama is in fact VERY GOOD! Hehehe...It's actually very touching. There is some comedy plus romance in it...which makes the whole drama seem rather realistic instead of it being rather cliche. Haha...WATCH IT...when you're free! =D

Here's a link to make your life easier. (Just click on it)

http://www.dramacrazy.net/korean-drama/birdie-buddy-episode-list/

Hope you'll enjoy it as much as I did. =D

~Whispers~

Dreams Dreams Dreams

My dear girl,
Wake up to the world you've dreamt of
Let not the world control you
But you be the one

Wake up to what your heart beats for
It's in you to be that you dream
Let no sticks or stones block you
Crawl through it if you must

My dear girl
Dreams are the beginning of the impossible
Let it be the start of your world
For it is in your blood to be that you should be!

~Whispers~

Kippy!!!

Random post time! Hahaha...Lets blog about my newly bought toy dog! (I'm so childish..>.<) Anyways, there was some sales going on and this toy dog caught my attention. So I just bought it since it was really reasonable! =D I named him Kippy! Hehehe...I don't know why but I just thought of it while I was take a nap. Lol...Kippy's really soft and hug able! And it's orange! My favorite color. Weee~ I don't know why I'm so excited...just being random. Anyways, enough of crappy talks. Here's some pics of Kippy! =D

Hi! I'm Kippy! =P

Love~ Love~ Love~

Kippy on my head! Hehehe...

That's all about Kippy today. Lol...What a weird post today. Hahaha!

~Whispers~

Confession of My First Rose

Confession of My First Rose

I know I'm suppose to study right now but I just got to pour this out. It's bugging me. >.< Anyways, I need to confess something.....

To all the girls out there, do you still remember who gave you your first rose or flower for that matter? I don't care what the occasion it is. Just...do you remember your first 'somebody' who gave it to you? Well, I remember mine...very clearly indeed. It was from an older man. Very much older than I am. It's been coming into my head for a while now...haunting me like as if that memory's trying to tell me something.

I received my first rose when I was still in high school...around Form 3 if I'm not mistaken. I was rather young then. And you know how excited young girls my age get during Valentines? Not all but most...including me (have to admit that. lol!). Anyways, I get very excited during Valentines. That very morning, I woke up all energetic...ready to go to school. Technically, I just wanted to go to school just to see if I have any admirers. Hahaha! How naive of me. I always had that small, tiny hope in my heart that someone would like me...even though I'm not as pretty as the other girls in my school.

Anyways, I didn't receive any rose in the morning. So, I waited for lunch. I thought, maybe when I'm out for break, someone will sneak in and place something under my desk. And yes! Someone did. I was so happy to see that small handmade card with a cute little kitten drawn on it. But when I opened it, it turned out to be just one of my girlfriend. I was still happy though. I never received anything for Valentines my whole life and my girlfriend actually made something for me. I'll never forget that. ^_^ BUT BUT...the story doesn't end here. So...I sat there with my little handmade card at my table and quietly watched all these other girls receiving roses from so many boys. All I thought at that time was, 'They must feel so happy and flattered. Why didn't I receive one?'. And again...I kept my hopes up. I waited until school almost ended and still no roses. The bell rang and it's time to go home. And yet again, I STILL kept my hopes up! (Oh gosh! I was a desperate little girl, huh?!) When I reached the main gate, I waited quietly hoping that someone gives me a damn rose! But no...no rose for me.

The day ended just like that and I got into the car. I tried very hard not to show my 'broken heart' because I didn't anyone to know how desperate I was. But then a wonderful thing happened! He took out a rose from at the back of the seat and gave it to me with a cheeky smile and he said, 'Happy Valentine, Carissa!'. Oh, was I so happy!!! I smiled from ear to ear and I just couldn't stop smiling until the day ended. I took the rose and said to him, 'Aren't you suppose to give it to mum?' Hahaha! And he replied with a warm smile, 'Can't I give one to my daughter too? Valentines isn't all about couples. It's for the people you love.'

Yes, people. My dad was the very first person who gave me my very first rose. And my very first rose received all my attention for that whole week! I searched high and low for a suitable vase for just one rose. And I sprayed water on it every morning and night. I watched it take in sunlight whenever I was free. I caressed its petals and it made me smile to feel it. I was the happiest girl that day...all because of my dad.

But back to my point, my dad's the best dad anyone can have. And the probable reason that this particular memory have been crawling into my head is because.....I'm losing my track. I'm getting so lost in my own tiny world that I forgotten to give a little time and love for my dad. I've almost forgotten how much I used to love him. I'm this close to forgetting what he has done for me all this while. That rose...that's a reflection of my dearest father. But the only difference between him and that rose, is that I won't let him wilt like the rose did. I'll make sure I can watch him take in life strongly like how the rose stood strong taking in sunlight once upon a time. I'll make sure I'm there to care and love him until the day I die.

To my dad, If you are reading this, you'll probably be tearing...or not but don't get too flattered okay. Hahaha! It's just that, I'm so busy lately and I just didn't have the time to spend some time with you. But no matter how busy or far I am, I just want you to remember one thing. I'll never forget you because I love you...just as equally as I love mum. So please, don't you ever think that I don't care for you because deep down, I really do care for you...even though you can't see it. You're my father and always will be. The best in fact. =D Love, Daughter.

~Whispers~

New Hairstyle Please?!

Helllliooooo! =D Okay...I have this really weird craving to change my hairstyle lately. And the weirdest part is that I want it short this time. Eeeeekkk! >.< I think I've had long hair for a very long time. Hahaha...soooo...I thought of cutting it short! Hehehe....But I'm not sure which one I should cut. >.< Can someone please give me some advice?

PS: My face is rather round. Would short hair fit round-face shape?

Here's some samples I searched for.

Hairstyle 1

Hairstyle 2

Hairstyle 3

Hairstyle 4

Hairstyle 5

Just joking! LOL!

That's about it. Please, please, please give me some advice! >.< I really WANT to cut my hair...short. Hehe...

~Whispers~

Dancing Alone

Chasing my dreams feels like I'm dancing alone in the dark and leaving my loved ones behind.

Hey again. I just need to vent this out. I've been feeling rather depressed and disturbed at heart lately. I guess it's got to have something to do with my transfer application. I have had a few disturbing dreams about this for a few days. It's rather annoying. I can't sleep well and I'm getting very nervous over it. The worst part is the WAITING! I'll only receive a friggin response by 12th December which is like what...after my exam results. =.=" Sigh...so much pressure...

And there's another thing that's bugging me lately. I've been assuming that I'll get accepted to Australia and the thing is...I've had this talk about leaving my family with my boyfriend. I cried alone like a crybaby after thinking about how I'll actually be leaving them if I do get accepted. So yea...this is really bugging me. What if I really get accepted? Will I be willing to leave my family behind? I mean studying abroad has always been my dream...my goal but leaving my family, best friends...that's like leaving my whole life behind. =(

Sooo...today, I told myself that I should leave this up to fate. If I do get accepted, then that's where I should be heading to. I shall chase after it and make my family proud. I'll make sure that I'll do great there and come back a better person. =) But if I don't get accepted...then I'll definitely be really depressed but there's always a reason for things to happen right? And if you look on the brighter side, it's a good thing too. It means I won't have to leave my family and I guess I'll just have to continue pursuing my dreams locally.

Sigh...but it's still bugging me either ways. *sobs* I don't like the feeling. I really feel like crying now and then. When I look at my family, when I eat with them and chat happily together like there's no ending, I just feel a pang of sadness. Am I really ready to leave them? But then again, when will I ever be ready if it's not now? Argh! The confusion...

*Sobs* I'm really in need of a warm hug now.

~Whispers~

Movies in the Future!

Okay. I know exam's really near but I just had to post these up. I came across some really AWESOME movies to watch 'in the future'. There's just way tooooo MANY of them! Argh! Anyways, here's some of it. ENJOY! =D

Something Borrowed

Love, Wedding, Marriage

New Year's Eve
*All famous actors/singers in here! (e.g., Bon Jovi, Lea Michelle, Ashton Kutcher, Zack Efron,

I Don't Know How She Does It

The Muppets

The Vow
*So touching! T.T*

The Obsession
PS: Guys with girlfriends/wife, you better not flirt with other girls...or you'll regret. Mwahahaha!

That's all for now. Hehehe...Hope there's some movies that caught your attention. ^_^

~Whispers~

Song Quotes =)

I was bored and I came across these really short songs by Hilary Duff. It's nice...especially the lyrics of course. Hehehe...

Inner Strength by Hilary Duff

The Last Song by Hilary Duff

My Heart's On A String

Save it or kill it?

I know it's not right for me to feel sad about it but I still feel disappointed all the more. After all these years...now I really know how much I meant to some one or somebody. Now I truly know that I'm always placed the last on her or his list.

Before she or he replied to my question, I already knew her or his answer...but yet, I was just foolish enough to still ask. Maybe I was hoping there might still be hope. Maybe I thought that she or he might be different from what I've thought she or he is. But no matter how much hope or faith I place in this person, it never makes any differences. So why do I still linger there? Why do I still try so hard to see beyond this person's heart? Why am I such a stupid girl? Why must I still be so blind?

The minute she or he replied my question, my heart just hanged in there by a thread. It didn't exactly drop, partly because I already expected that answer. But do you know how it feels when you hang yourself there by a thread and expected to die but instead, you just hang there in between life and death? Yea...I felt disappointed and heart broken all the same. I'm not sure how else to express myself. I've got no one to tell...not even my best friend. Just letting stinging tears roll down from my cheeks...perhaps that's the only relief I can give myself.

Please someone, either sew the thread back for me or break it. It's no use lingering in between life and death. Just choose one.

~Whispers~

*Fingers Crossed*

Exactly how I look like now. LOL!

This is one big step I've ever done in my whole life! Sending in applications?!!!! Argh! When was the last time I've actually taken a step into my dream world??? I think that would have been at least 3 years ago. =S

Alright...so I've just sent in my Transfer Application. I was really nervous...especially when it's really important to me. I had to literally check every details in case I missed out any. And that still wasn't enough. I made one of my friend (who made me wait! *stabs stabs* jk jk...=P) check my application and oh gosh! There was one teensy weeny mistake! *Goes crazy* LOL! Anyways, it's a good thing she saw it. Otherwise....I think I'll have a heart attack. T.T Thanks, girl (If you're reading this. Hahaha...)

Haaaa....hitting the 'send' button was hard. >.< Omg...I'm worrying over absolutely nothing! Someone please give me a lollipop! Umm...that was random. Anyways, I really hope my application turns out fine. Better yet, I hope I get to hear a wonderful news!!!!! Please, please, please....LET IT BE A GREAT NEWS! *fingers crossed*

~Whispers~

Date with 2 Guys! Smurfilicious!

The 3 musketeers! Haiyaaa~ Lol!

I had one of the best day today...despite my 'curing-diarrhea'. lol...Went out with my little brother and my boyfriend. The reason we went out was because it was my little brother's 'Freedom Day'. He just ended UPSR yesterday and I thought it would be a good idea to bring him out. Hahaha...Didn't tell him that though. =P

Anyways, we watched 'SMURFS'! Mwahahaha...it was awesome! My lil bro and I laughed like nobody's business. My boyfriend as usual...he'd stay with his cool no matter how many it can be. >.> I would definitely recommend you guys to watch it. You won't regret it. Hahahaha...and that smurf song will get stuck it your head. Lalalalalalalala~ Oh oh! And they use the word 'smurf' for everything. Lol! I smurf you!

The Smurfs in theaters now!

After the show, we had to buy school shoes for my brother and that was when it was akward. I noticed people looking at us. I think they were probably wondering how in the world did these two couple ended up having a son at this age?! =S I really hope I was wrong...or maybe it could be a funny thing to laugh at. *Being lame again* =.=

I ate a whole dessert by myself since the other two fella had such a small stomach. =.=" I just don't get it. Their tummy's much bigger than mine and yet they get full so fast. Zzzzz....It wasn't fun eating alone. =( But we took pictures at the end of the day. That was the best part. Forcing them in and all....They're just too good in faking smiles. LOL!

My strawberry dessert from Justberrys. Tasted really good! =D

Here's some of the photos. =D

Such a contrast. Big and small. =P

Siblings forever! =)

Hohoho! Too proud to be criminals? Lol...

<3

Love this! ^_^

~Whispers~

I Cried When I Saw the Crowd

All of you are the golden heart my little brother is holding. Thank you for loving him. =D

Holding back tears as I stood there smiling at them, I felt really happy and touched at the same time. You see, my little brother just finished his 'BIG' exam today and since he's transferring to a new school next week, today will be the last day he'll be seeing his friends. To be honest, my youngest brother has always been known to be the heart of his class. He may be mischievous, playful, talkative and a pain in the butt sometimes, but when it comes to being kind and helpful, he's the one. Every teacher who knows him, every parent who have spoken to him, every one of his friends who've met him, they all love him all just the same. They'll always remember him for him.

As I stood there at the school gate, I saw a crowd around him. It gave me a shock because I thought he might be bullied or something. But when I looked carefully, I realized that one of them had a pen in his hand while the rest were frantically snatching the pen from each other. They were signing their names on my little brother's collar. There was his basketball teacher who also came over and just stood there watching with smiling eyes. Even though he was telling them to stop, I knew that he very much wanted to sign his name too. But a teacher got to show a good example right? Lol... Anyways, I just stood there smiling and I very much wanted to cry because it just touched my heart somehow. I'm not sure why but maybe it's because of the big, happy smile stamped on my brother's face. Maybe it's the fact that I felt happy that my brother has such wonderful friends. Maybe it's because I know that my brother will never have to go without friends in his life.

I'm really glad to know that my brother didn't cross the same pathway as I did. I'm happy that he's not a loner and that he has so many friends who really mean true to him. I hope that despite his leaving them, they'll always always stay in touch with each other.

Thank you to all his friends for loving him all these years. And even though you guys aren't the smartest of the smartest, don't worry. That's not important at all. What's important is that you guys have a heart of gold! All of you made one person feel like he actually mattered to someone. Thank you on behalf of him. =D

~Whispers~

He Is We

I just finished my assignment of the week and came across this band...really awesome! I mean unique. Hahaha...The lead singer's voice is rather different from those I've heard so far. I find her voice rather classy and strong but there's like this high pitch-ness in her voice. Somehow it just suits her perfectly. Hahaha...You should listen to her songs then you might understand what I'm saying. Hahaha...

All About Us by He Is We ft Owl City

Breathe by He Is We

Kiss It All Better by He Is We

These are some of the songs from this band. I personally like the first and third one. 'Kiss It All Better' is absolutely touching if you really try to understand the lyrics of the song. =( Her songs are actually quite meaningful...hidden meanings behind those lyrics and wonderful melody. >.< Hope you find it the same too. =D Enjoy another wonderful singer! ^_^

~Whispers~

LIFE Is Everything

I can't help it but to write it down here. I just read an article about this guy who recently passed away on the 1st of September 2011. He's a total stranger to me but his efforts and pure love for his family just touched my heart. The article claims that this guy came from a poor family. He had to struggle a lot throughout his childhood. While others are studying, he'll be working and when others are sleeping, he'll be studying. He struggled to earn enough money in order to support his family especially his younger siblings who were going to have to study in colleges. What about fees? What about him? Did he have to sacrifice his own life for them? Technically, yes. And that's exactly what he did but in a different way. He didn't stop studying. In fact, he did his very best to get scholarship supports just to save some money for his younger siblings. And yes, he got a scholarship from Sime Darby and also offers from five different top British universities: The London School of Economics, Imperial College London, Warwick University, University College London and University of Cambridge. He got a place into Cambridge and spent his time there but never forgetting his family back home. He promised his family that life would be good for them after he graduated and he'd send home a large portion of his allowance the whole time he's in Europe. But life is so unpredictable and cruel that on the 1st of September, at 6am in the morning, this guy had breathing difficulties all of a sudden and collapsed by the side of his bed....

Now, ask yourselves, what have you got that this guy did not have? I asked myself that. And as I write this with tears welling up, I have to say and admit.....I have opportunities that he did not have. I have a life that I did not have to struggle in. I have parents who were able to promise me a good life. I have a life where I only need to worry about my studies and nothing else. I have everything he did not have anymore....I HAVE A LIFE!

Majority of us have everything he did not especially LIFE. And what do we do with it? We complain. We cry over it. We sympathize ourselves for it. We ask why life is so unfair. But after reading that article, I don't think I'll ever ask why life is unfair. Because the question I should ask is, 'WAS IT FAIR FOR HIM?'.

Do what you can today because you'll never know if tomorrow will come. Appreciate the life you have now because you only have one life to live. Live it well, live it sincerely.

Here's the link in case any of you are interested in reading this article:

http://thestar.com.my/lifestyle/story.asp?file=%2F2011%2F9%2F11%2Flifefocus%2F9454170&sec=lifefocus

~Whispers~